
..And i am blogging quite frequently, however i know that has to change after i leave..So, be of good cheer, i shall not abandon this blog, be it that i only manage to write something once in 4 months, i will still continue to add stuff.
I have a fatigue which is difficult to explain. I do understand that i am expected by some, to be so 'grateful' for being here, have been told that a few times. My feelings are actually starting to border on the reverse. Know there are many who understand what i mean. I need warmth, the real deal. You know, it's like i am there, but yet not, some sense of invisibility on the level of my soul. Disconnectedness from all around me. Some gnawing emptiness that cannot be filled by material stuff.
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