Tuesday, March 4, 2008

"Fluffiness, Air-headedness and being Happy"

Yep, I admit it, i can be as fluffy as they come. I just do not believe in being serious all the time anymore. There were times in the past, when i thought that fun and laughter were domains of fools and that the serious and heavy handed, inherited the earth. Now, i want to dance, laugh, talk to people i appreciate, step-out, write, earn money, and be happy.

I recognize that even the absence of a 'significant other' does not inhibit the sense of fulfilment i feel. Actually at this point, my form of celibacy. is of the chosen kind.

I will lift the ban on myself very soon, i just need to focus on this move at this time.

Do not jump to conlcusions, i love love and being in love, more than you can imagine, just a little time-out.

MY DEFINITION OF HAPPINESS

Wake up and know i am owing no one nothing.
Wake up and know my son is healthy and thriving.
Wake up and feel a sense of inner satisfaction which stems from knowing i am doing the best i can.
Wake up and know that given the right circumstances, i will do my best to help others, even when the circumstances are against me, i still make an effort.


UNHAPPINESS

Wake up feeling frustrated and most importantly helpless, because, i attempt to do my best, but i am constantly impeded. By what? You might ask.........

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